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the note

i am suffering more pain that one can endure Please help me believe that there has to be a cure I have somehow climbed inside the deepest part of mind To the darkest place I could find Is anybody out there? Is there anybody out there at all? From upon my high horse, from grace I fall I am back in this hole I was stuck in before I know that there is nothing worse than bipolar’s who whine But I promise that in this poem this will be my third last line I just wanted the happiness promised, I gave away life, I miss being high But for now I leave you with my sincerest goodbye. * note not followed though.

My Life Analogy

My Life Analogy When I explain my life its much like Lewis Carroll's famous book "Alice Through the Looking Glass" otherwise known as "Alice In Wonderland."  It has nothing to do with drug references, as many would confuse because the story has a much deeper, more complex story behind it. My life has been the kind of adventure Alice had in Wonderland,  a greater path of self-discovery than most. Learning exactly who I am. Travelling in every direction, every pathway, every road, except forward for so long. Alice asked for many directions completely misguided entering the adult world and with much help along the way she found the right direction in the end & she found herself. By the end of the coming of all this abruptly I suddenly awoke and know who I am and can answer my name and myself quite confidently. She was now able to survive in the adult world. I have made many memorable friends along the way. Some I still see and some I miss each day. Without soun...