God, send me an Angel...

I prayed for an angel to come down and take me away,
to a safe haven, or place, for a few days to stay,
to shelter me and comfort me through this chaos killing me,
but this realisation was indeed freeing me,
I no longer have to be a victim of my own head and the hate,
I missed too many things, and it feels too late,
but the day i reached out, things began to change again
it's time to be the girl i had been, and for life to begin,
It may take time for it all to be it's best. 
But every new day has put me to the test.
The battle is with my own self love.
It's time to break the battle and remember who I was.
No angel came down to me that day. 
But the soft voice inside my head reminded me that everything will be okay.
That all good things come to those who wait.
And timing has no end, it's never too late.
The moment I showed the side I want to be, 
triumphs in my own life began to break free. 
I know it will take a few months to be truly right.
But the challenges that held me back, lost the fight.
I woke up from my sleep and took a deep breath.
I am alive today, and will be for awhile even though I survived death.
I was born to live a life and one for me.
I can only learn from the pain and help set others free. 
Anything can start again and the past can be left behind.
And that the most powerful fight is in the mind.
If you survived a storm that meets a hurricane, and then see the sun shine after the rain 
or if you walk to the edge of a cliff and not fall, and live to tell your story to all. 
You will find solace and purpose in life, so do not fear
 and it all starts right here, this very moment where you stand tall my dear.